I am feeling very very tired of it.

Calvin decide to seperate with me for a month.

Things are going so bad for me now.

I really duno wad to do.

He say i am really silly. Yeah, i am really silly.

When u r deeply in love with someone, u tend to do silly things for them no matter wad.

Cry for a few days. Emotion keep taking over me.

Now i am silly waiting for him to come back.

Today he told me he love me lesser as each day has passed.

Cried again. I almost got into mad state in the afternoon.

Really mad. Those kind of thinking is coming into my mind again.

This term holiday is the worst holiday i had.

I had to go through so much things happening to me.

Been trying to change my temper. Been trying to calm myself down.

Its really hard. I jus hope now he will accept my flaws.

He cant really accept my flaws meaning he dont love me so much like in the past.

Things dont go the way i wanted.

I jus wan to be his last gf. That's all.

Guess the time now is a test to me and him.

I really hope we can passed the test and become a stronger couple in the future.

silly, cloudiie